Saturday, July 30, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Im feeling- DAMN. SO TIRED. Yesterday me and Mirah tried our best to finish up colouring our backdrop by yesterday night after the rest of our group members have gone home. But... tak kesampaian. :( Reached home at 10. Sleep all the way till 1 oclock just now. HAHA!
Shoot lah. Still, Im even so tired to blog right now. Later have to meet mirah and continue crayoning. Or cut and pasting.
Because of this project, we cant make it to Serina's secret birthday party yesterday. Haiz.
~~too tired to write anything else. ngada2 kan.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I am suppose to be at Judith's STB class now. But yah im at home instead. I feel so lazy to go back to school for just the two hour lesson. *slap my face real hard*- for the third time. I know being lazy is bad but i promised myself this is going to be the first and last time for me to skip class without any reason. *bite my fingernails* LIKE REAL!! Heh.
Lazy lah.
Oh ya. Theres something very funny about my estate. They want to paint new colour for my estate blocks- from turqoise to orange. For the past two weeks, they only managed to paint only half of one block. And wadda hell is the reason? Everytime they tried to paint, it will rain. The rain will wash away the fresh new, still wet paint and they will have to redo it. And it goes on. Everytime like that, for two weeks. WAHAHAHAHA!! Stupid siak. Eh hellooooo. Its like monsoon season and it will rain frequently during this period.
Wah..geography...geography...
Hahaha. Ok i just want to continue to sleep for the rest of this afternoon and will continue doing my journal entries.
Ok babies. luv u guys like shit.
super kawaii :D
Sunday, July 24, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Hahahaha. Stupid ah the two guy frinks. Macam nak sepak seh muke. Tapi kesian kan. I wanted to delete the previous post, but then i think again, no need lah, cos i can look at it again some other time and laugh out loud at it. Laugh at how stupid am i to waste my tears on them. Haha.
After the emotional MSN conversation, we decided to have a conference talk at faz's mum's phone. Thats when they confess that they have just punked us. Wahahaa. Its stupid lah. Then we talked until 330 am. Yah, the last time when we have a frinks conference talk also, we talked till 330. Its really fun. Alot of secondary school memories came back. How Miss Widya and Mdm Norliah and how our 4e3 have made them cry. LOL! I miss my two mummies.
Then we had breakfast at the Alif Restaurant in the morning. Yah, im late again, but its not my fault. Its partially Yayat's fault too! He suppose to make a wake up call at 8. But he's an hour late. And he give me wrong intruction on how to go to the Jurong West KFC bus stop. Lol. Anyway we spend only about a hour plus together as each of us have something on. Highlight: Zul have to tidy up his MESSY room. Heh.
And as for me, i have to meet up with my cousin and do some SHOPPING...!! At Bugis again, yar. I've got a blazer too, yah. So now all the girl frinks have their own blazer. I got myself another bag- a Puma white and green bag. But it ends up, me selling it to my cousin. Chitot kan dier. Gatal. I told her to buy, but degil. LOL!
Today after my religious class, i spend the whole afternoon sleeping. My eyes hurts again. My friends say i got eyes alser. Because i so clever laa, go and continue using my expired contacts. So, i have got to go to doctor tomorrow to get some eyedrops.
And as for now, i have to go and continue with my journal entries. Cant wait to see my friends in school tomorrow.
Tills thens, byes babies. Loves yous alls.
super kawaii :D
Friday, July 22, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
It really hurts me so. Really hurts. Im crying real hard. Frinks. I love you guys. Once again, it all my fault and im sorie.
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Im just back from school at 5 something just now and i am still feeling oh-my-god-cant-describe-how-tired-i-am. Okey i dont know what is the purpose of those dashes. Urgh. Watever.
Yeah, proudly, i want to announce that my group have completed our CD 1.1 assignment and blordy hell, im so proud of ourself that i feel like crying. *wailing real loudly* We have tried our very best and give our all until all our thinking juices are gone. We managed to finish it just in time before Amira's battery gone flat and move on to the printing room and print everything out nicely.
Yes, its a very emotional period, sitting in the middle of canteen 2 for 4 hours, squeezing everythings out.
Oh well. And now we are left with only the CS and SS assignment. Yes, ONLY.
On the way back home, i decided to pamper myself or issit reward myself, since one of the burden have complete. So i drop by to IMM and went to Watsons. Watsons have always be my favourite place to buy chocolates. Its like, a $2 shop for yummylicious chocolates. And once i reached there and look at the chocolates and so-affordable prices, i can feel my face lighting up. Its like, A WHOLE NEW WORLD.... Wahahahak. As usual, the fickle-mindedness of me cause me to stay there and survey the chocolates for at least 15 mins. At last i got myself two packet of chocettes Timeout and 5 balls of Ferrero Roccher. LOL!! Balls??? And i went out of the shop, feeling satisfied as ever with a broad smile stick on my face from ear to ear.
I'll end here. Time to enjoy more of my chocolates. *grinnnning* Luv u babies. Byes.
~~~Cant wait to go hang out with my frinks tmr!! *YIKES!!* Its like only me..faz..mirah...zul...yayat...and NO ONE ELSE.
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Sukuna's 3 hour tutorial yesterday was fantabulous intresting as ever. It makes me feel even more look forward to go for the field practicum next Tuesday and teach the kids about the oh-my-god-its-fun songs. And they will love me more for sure. And kiss me longer when we meet.
Haiz. Only left about 3 more visits??? WARGH!!!!!!!!!! I will miss my sons forever.
I saw Hanhin today at the bus stop. Actually i didnt notice him lah as i totally didnt wear my contacts today, as my eyes' still suffering from this wierd sickness. Then suddenly i saw this mamat behind Nesh like tersengeh-sengeh to me. Aahahaha. Its hanhin my berak mate yg menggile.
*rolleyes to myself* Ok stop being lame okey Izzah.
I am very proud to annouce that my group members have managed to do something for CS and Chd Dvt 1.1!!!!!! Please give us a little pat to our back. And a round of applause to my group mates. Pearlyn!!! Amira!!! Amirah!!!! Mama!!!! Izzah!!! Yeyness.
*rolleyes to myself* Cant stop being lame la.
My dad have called the contractors to come today to change our window grills. And they did a fine job. Have YOUR dad done that??
....
Ok i better stop here before my lameness began to expand and burst at this post. Okay babies, i love you guys. Byesbyes.
I miss teacher Ms Widya. And my cravings for chocolatty chocolates is overwhelming-oh-my-god.
super kawaii :D
Monday, July 18, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Yar the term break have ended and we dragged our legs back to school today on a Monday 8 in e morning...
But hey! It turns out not that bad afterall!!
First, we have a new lecturer for Child devt 1.2- Susana Bay, as its the new term. I think i like her. She's like ten time better than e Chin last term. But she still cant beat our hot favourite darling Sukuna. She's quite strict and her voice make me feel awake and want to hear. But i still do fell asleep at the end of the lesson anyway, which i think is like very wierd, yes. I do laugh along at her jokes. Although i heard Mirah and Mama next to me continue to complain about her, "What is so funny?" "Well, THEY laugh.." Hahahaa. I dont know. Maybe im so glad that the topic today have something got to do with Geography, which reminds me of secondary school and.. i dont know. I just enjoy today's CD 1.2. Thumbs up! *grinning so widely that my jaw hurts*
Then we have a wonderful, fantabulous lunch at the SIM canteen. *screams* The food is like, oh my god okey. Like, woah. Eating and enjoying each other's company once again, while discussing what to do for our play- The enormous turnip. LOL. Im going to be the announcer(YEY!!) and the prince. Eh, or issit the prince only? The prince who will also be the announcer? Yar, and while im announcing the news, there'll be kampong girls at the front screaming for me. And im suppose to act cool and all. Heh. It really sounds interesting sia. Reminds me of the old movies of Pramlee. Hahaha. Then Amirah will be the kampong girl, which i am suppose to fall for. Geddit?
The Agnes Dieu's lecture is also not that bad today. We got to see a video of two kids being test by agnes herself. She's trying to 'proof Piaget's theory'. And i cant stop laughing looking at the stupid-and-confused girl and the so-clever boy.
Yah. Its like so enlightening.
Oohh!! And i saw Hanhin.
And almost saw Fafie too.
*grinning so widely that my jaw hurts*
Im at the library with Amira sporty at the ECH corner, trying to find the Study Skills notes on the Mel. Then its like him. He's like Oei. And came over to my place. Theres something funny about him lah. He always have this cheeky smile, like sticking at his face all the while okey. While talking also, the smile remains. Funny lah him. Gile nye biskot. Then when he's gone, i turned to Mira. "Is he cute?"
"Ohh. Didnt see his face"
Tiauu..*smack forehead*
Yah. Thanks alot Mira. Thanks for noticing. Really appreciate it.
By the way, i totally enjoyed Mira's company today!! Its like only two of us. And we are laughing and giggling and cackling all the way. Checking her friendster... Laughing at Nesh.. Checking for the SS notes about citation.... Looking at Hidayah's blog's once again....Looking at the nurses =).... Notice that we have the same taste of guys... Noticing wierd people walking pass us, the disguisting and some cute ones....
Aw sporty. I totally have a great time today with you man.
Ok babies. Wish me that i'll be enjoying my other days in school like this till i die.
super kawaii :D
Saturday, July 16, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My left eye's sore. Got tembel. Sore due to too much crying and wailing and all shit. Cry due to the complicated matters in my relationship. Sore due to peeping at naked guys and pono.
Yah right. Go on, believe in what i have just said. And you are the world's Genious.
Really sia. My left eye hurt soo much. I suspect its due to my carelessness this few nights. While doing my assignments, i fell asleep- on the floor. Without washing up and everything first like how i usually do before doing to sleep. So when im dirty, it attracts crocroaches to come and unfortunately pee on my left eye. Haha. Yah its disguisting. But i have been believing in this theory, that have been passed generation after generations. Is it a myth afterall?? Or is it a fact?
*sigh*
Talking about generations, I straight away think about my parents. My relationship with them, or issit bond, have become wierder these few days. Well, its the term break this week and i spend extra time with them at home. And i found myself talking to them, especially my mum when we are eating our lunch and dinner and it dragged on for hours. Sometimes until i forgot to watch Spongebob at 1:30. She went on talking about her encounters with her fellow siblings this few days and how she's able to cope with it, her past experiences and all. At the same time she's reminding me more about the tough side of the world, working life, motherhood life, all kinds of people and their sucky attitude and everything. We broke into laughter most of the times. Sometimes we went on gossiping. LOL!! I can see that now, my mum treat me like a friend, an adult, a 17-to-be daughter. The way she talks to me. Its like, yar i can see the difference. Its not like last time when she totally believe in the authoritarian approach. (wah, ECH seh...) I mean, she still nags lah of course. But i dont know. Yar, even my father, this morning when we are having our breakfast. He's like talking while advising my brother that he should give more percentage of his pay to my mum. That 50 dollars is too little if he were to compare with what my mum have done for him all this while. That no matter how small our income is, when we give to our mum, it will be more berkat (blessed?). And all that stuff lah. I dont know. Its just. The way he talk. Its like so calm and soothing and all.
I dont know. I just feel different about my parents. Maybe they realised that their children is all grown up now anyway, so whats the use right to shout at us? And maybe they realised that their life span is shorter already and they have to make full use of it and carry on to bring us up.
Oh my god. I suddenly feel like crying. Thanks to god, that my parents have change for the better. Like, "Say no more to Authoritarian approach!!"
LOL!!!
Am i selfish?? I think i am. Shoot. Im so sorry flashlighto0o0.
Oh my god. I spend ages for this entry. I better get back to my assignments people. Have a wonderful weekend and bai!!
*screaming to my fellow 4e3 exclassmates while waving my hand enthusiastically- I MISS YOU GUYS!!*
super kawaii :D
Friday, July 15, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Woah. I totally have been looking forward for today, the reunion of 4e3 at Karryn house.
Then now, she suddenly tell me that its cancelled.
Wah. Wadda shit???????
I miss Deborah. I miss the three malay guys. I miss the cocky chinese guys. I miss Lixin Shimei Serina Renuka Shantini. I miss our malay girls.
Heh. And the list goes on.
WARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And want to know what have just happened at my house just now?
My kitchen almost caught with fire. My brother's trying to make breakfast for me then. And now he have gone to work and left me all by myself at home and wait for my mum to go home.
So people, if i did not do anymore blogging after this, you guys should know what is the reason.
Btw, i've uploaded some new albums. Go and see my crazy ECH mates. Its cool. Have a nice day everyone.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, July 14, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Im feeling all tired and sick. Im down with a bad flu... :(((
I thought im the only one who likes to eat raw milo powder. All along, i thought that im a wierdo. I thought that i have a terribly sweet tooth and bad habit. I thought im gonna get diabetis. But surprisingly, i found that some of my friends does it too!! Wahahahahaaaa. In fact, they even recommend me new ideas to make it more chocolatty. LOL. Put ices and all.
Well, ANYWAY!
Im now at the Internet Cafe at my school library.... doing my Study Skills second assignment. It totally sucks lah okey. Have to find two sources lah.... sometimes internet sources is not reliable lah.... find good sources oreadi, have to think about plagarism lah.... have to paraphrase the source lah... SHIT SIA!!!
Haiz... And my group is doing Dyslexia... Yalah... "group"... only three person present for the discussion today. Me, Corliss and Winnie :) LOL. Oh well, everone's in their holiday mood. What to do...
Soo, it will be school re-open... And there... the due dates of our assignments, the exam week... yada yada yada...
This is like, totally exciting, isnt it??
OH WELL, just wish me luck. Byes babies. Sees yas.
super kawaii :D
Saturday, July 09, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Yesterday was the day i have been waiting for. MSS AGM- Annual General Meeting. Yar, the event is soooo stupid and lame lah i agree. Me and Arafah just cant control ourself. Its like so boring, nauzubillah. One thing i dont understand about MSS. They like to keep on bragging about what they have done at the past. Their so fun event, when we the freshies havent come to Ngee Ann yet. They keep on wanting to show us their pictures evertime we meet. Like big deal like that. I really dont understand. When they are showing their presentation, the seniors was like, "oh my god, oh my god, those were the times..." Its like...PJs, PJs..
Now i felt quite differently lah towards the seniors. Especially the GIRL seniors. Some of them lah. Yesterday i heard that these seniors have been talking behind our back. Im like, WHAT????!! Their face look like they are so nice and innocent and friendly and nice and nice... BUT, mengumpat?? What siak. I pity Fira and the rest of us.
Oh well, anyway. Despite all this shitty stuff, i still enjoyed myself when it gets to the end of the event. Yesterday was the best night of my poly life so far. We got to see each other again after so long. Laugh laugh laugh. :):):) Arghs!! Its magical. WAHAHAHAAHAHAH.
*grinning so widely that my jaw hurts*
I feel like im flying in the air
As light as a feather
I dont know why im feeling this way
Oh my god...am i in love???
YUCKS for goodness sake!!
You are sick lah okey, Izzah
Disguisting.
Okey shut up.
Yesterday it was the first time me and Izzat was not wearing the same colour shirt. Wahahahaa. Heyy... Izzat is an exco member now... Arafah and Syai and (ok yucks) Taufik+ Azraiee.
Im so happy and excited for Izzat and Arafah and Syai.
Im like keep on congratulating them.
Fazzy.....the IMM mc donald cute guy keep on walking thru n fro...in front of meeee...
Wahaha. Ok what the shit.
Hiaya. Time flies so fast. Next week is the vacation week. Yar just a one week break for us. But we still have to come to school for the make up lesson and all shit. *sigh* But, HEY! Its the week where i'll meet my darling ex classmates!! 4e3 reunion. OMG cant wait.
*screams real excitedly...*
super kawaii :D
Thursday, July 07, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I am very proud to announce that I have completed ALL my assignments.
Yes.
Good girl right. Somebody pat my back for me lah, walaowey.
Hahahahahaha. Wadda hell.
Juat now we received back our Field Practicum 1st Assignment and again, i am very proud to announce that i got a grade A+ for it. Woah, oh my god right???!!! And i am more than proud to announce the name of the girl who helped me with the conclusion paragraph: Nur Amira THE SPORTY!!!!!!! And also all my hard work and dedication and all shit. Yeyness sial.
You are my honey punch sugar pump
lalalalalalalala
You are my sweety pie
lala
lalalalalala
lalalalala
The apple of my eye
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Verse 1
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let me be right
’cause I’ve drowned in you
And I won’t pull through
Without you by my side
Chorus 1
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
’cause I can’t let go on
Living in the memory of your song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Verse 2
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far
Like a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight
Chorus 2
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
’cause I can’t let go on
Living in the memory of your song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Chorus 3
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
’cause I can’t let go on
Living in the memory of your song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight
super kawaii :D
Monday, July 04, 2005
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I am now still at the library. Its 5:30. Seeing everyone going home.... AND us?? Have to be here maybe till 9 to finish up our stupid ch devt 1.2. Irritating siol.
Anyway im still at this same spot where i kena tangkap and escaped drinking bubble tea at the restricted zone area. Haiya! Go to Amirah's blog lah and read the story.
Yar and i saw Izzat and Khairul AGAINN.
In e kitchen on the floor..........
I love Mirah....
I love Mirah.....
I love Mirah......
Mirah like this lala song...........I dont know why...... She like this song so much.... I dont know why....
Shoot lah i damn bored sial. Someone shot my head and let me die lah. Mira sporty!!!!!!! *what???* Why am i calling you??
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Im outta ideas lah. Watever lah. All of you take care n enjoy. BAI.
super kawaii :D
